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xoblondelicious @ 2006-02-22T00:54:00

2006-02-22T06:00:58Z

Wellllllll its 12:54 and i cant get to sleep...im tired but when i lay down..I dont feel tired anymore ??? Hmm..

Monday Matt came over around like 2:00 and stayed until 9:30. We watched The Notebook & he ate dinner over, then we watched Saw II and were entertained by my sister dancing for like an hour. It was hilarious. Ive come to the conclusion that i def. dont like Matt more than a friend. Idk...im just not feelin him anymore. =]

Today I went gorcery shopping with my mom...woot woot..not. Then we did some other running around. I went to the movies with Justin and seen When A Stranger Calls. Dumb movie...dont ever see it. Nothing really good happens until the last 15 minutes and it was a waste of Justins money. lmao.

i got to stop messin with these boys heads. im so bad.

then i came home from the movies and talked to manda on the phone for 2 hours..lmfao, i love my bestest friend <33

tomorrow goin with my dad for a little bit & then mandas coming over to stay the night & were gonna have a movie night cause we rock like that =]

ummmm. im going to the fallout boy, all american rejects & hawthorn heights concert...im so excited!!!!!

=P =] :) =D

xoblondelicious @ 2006-02-19T22:52:00

2006-02-20T04:07:52Z

I dont know why I bother updating this when barely anyone has a livejournal anymore...myspace is defintely the new thing everyone has. But im cool & have both =]

This weekend was grand. Friday went to my dads. His girlfriend Cheryl came over & brought her nieces Melody & Merissa over. I've met them once on Christmas. We all hung out at the house and played Sorry & Cadoo. It was fun.

Saturday we all went to Coney Island for lunch then went to the movies to see Curious George. Merissa and I seen these two really hott guys =]. After the movies we all took about 50 million pictures in the photo booth...i think my dad spent a fortren on pictures but it was fun...we got so many goofy pictures. & it was very interesting trying to fit all 7 of us in one picture.

Then we went back to the house & my dad cooked a very yummy dinner. We all ate then hung out in the basement. Then myspaced it for a few. LMAO...so I found out they also know Matt and they both use to like him...HAHA...what a small world. I guess they use to go to church with him. Hilarious.

Around 8:00, I went with Cheryl to drop the twins off at their dads house, then we went to Target and bought Disneys Scene it. Went back to the house and played it. What a fun game!! Cheryl and me were a team and boy did we rock 8]. Didnt go to sleep until around 3:30.

Today came home. Helped my mom with some wedding stuff. Went with my aunt for a ride. Then went to blockbuster and rented Saw II. Watched that with my mom & steve.....lskfsjkfh scary. Ashlee remember when we went & seen that in the theaters...ROTFLMAO...hehe.

idk..ive had alot on my mind and i just miss the way things use to be. Im happy dont get me wrong...but I could be better. :/

xoblondelicious @ 2006-02-14T20:20:00

2006-02-15T01:27:00Z

Well its been awhile.

We found bridesmaid dresses for my moms wedding...there gorgeous. I cant wait too wear it and get my hair all done & makeup. yay <33.

This weekend we went with my dad. We bascially just hung around the house this time and played games...Cherly came over and we talked for like ever. I had fun.

Today was Valentines Day and well my day was all right. Got alot of candy from people but I dont have a Valentine *sighs* oh well. Guys suck anyways & i promised myself Id not get myself involved with them right now.

Umm this weekend going to my dads again since my mom has us 2 weekends in a row. Mandas suppose to come but who knows if she is or not.

haha i did something. for only me to know. umm

ummm....my birthdays not too far away and im getting really really exicted.
im really busy during my birthday weekend so im gonna do something with friends the weekend before and since ill be turning 18...i want it to be something amazing. hum??

until the day i dieeeee...ill spill my heart for you.
im out.

xoblondelicious @ 2006-02-05T18:38:00

2006-02-05T23:48:22Z

Last week went by pretty quickly actually. I love those kind of weeks. Went job hunting again with Manda...and well we had semi-good luck I guess you could say. Still dont have a job tho if that tells you something. On Thursday my mom & Steve picked me up early from school, right after 3rd hour and all of us plus Steves mom went to the chapel and hall that the weddings going to be at so Steve and his mommy could see. Then we stopped at thr hotel, then we went out to lunch then to the Donut Hole to order the wedding cake. lmao. It was a nice day....i got to know my soon to be grandma a little better..lmao.

Ummm Friday was a half day which was very nice. came home and layed around and watched my sister. Then layed in bed and watched One Tree Hill and ended up taking a nap from 1:30-4:30. Woke up and got ready then me, my mom, aunt Carol & my sister went dress shopping and out to dinner. We went to a bunch of different places and didnt find anything..poo. Then we met up with my Uncle Brian, Tommy & Ashlee at my house so me and Ashlee just hung out. We all watched my aunt & uncles wedding video so it got me even more excited for my mom & Steves.

Saturday got up and got ready around 8:00 cause me and my mom were suppose to go to Baker for a meeting but once we got there we werent really in the mood...so we just left. Instead I will talk to them tomorrow about it. Then we went shopping for Kaylas birthday gift, came home, packed, picked up Manda and were off to Todd & Colleens for Kaylas party. It was fun for the most part. I got to meet the guy who im standing up with and have to dance with at the wedding...he has gray hair. lmao.

Were gonna go 4 wheelin but it was wayyyy too muddy. gross. So instead me and manda joined the adults, Steve bought us some smirnoff and we played quarter bounce :). It was HILARIOUS....OMG...i cant even begin to explain. Ive never laughed that much in my life!!

Umm today the kids kinda woke me and Manda up around 9:00 so we just hung around and were lazy, then got ready and came home. Seemed like it took forever cause well it did take an hour in a half but we all fell alseep in the car =P. Dropped Manda off, came home took a bath, cleaned my room, and layed in bed and watched some more One Tree Hill. Was gonna go to a superbowl party but i dont feel good..major cramps.

This week is a full week of school. pft.
2 weeks until mid-winter break...cant wait.
Tomorrow me, my mom & aunt are going to Davids Bridal to look for dresses...my aunt said they have alot of really cute ones so im excited. :)

superbowls on. woopie woop.

xoblondelicious @ 2006-01-30T16:24:00

2006-01-30T21:33:15Z

Well lets just say my weekend was very interesting.

Friday something shocking happened....not gonna say it on here tho but most of the ppl know what im talking about. I'm happy with it...its just, everything happened very fast and I cant keep up with it. My life has changed so fricken much within the last 6 months...its crazy.
SaturdayWent to my grandparents for my g-mas birthday...shes 69..lmao. My mom told them the big news along with my 2 aunts and then Amy of course. Umm then Melanie came over to stay the night. We just hung around my house and took some crazyyyyy pictures with my digi =P.
SundayMel and myself didnt wake up until like...noonish so we were lazy and didnt do anything until around 3:30. We got ready and stuff then hung out with my friend Justin...we went to Coldstone to get icecream and mmm it was fricken delcicious. Then around 8:00 we went skating at Skate World w/ Tiffanie, Ang T, Manda, Amy & Henri. It was alot of fun altho some ppl barely even skated. Manda and myself has loads of fun tho and there was this guy who would not leave me alone..he was making fun of my jean jacket. lmao. There was this hottie who me & Manda kept following. It was a blast but i didnt get home until 11:30 by the time we dropped everyone off and then i got ready for bed and my mom has some stuff to talk to me about so i didnt get to sleep until around 1:00. Rawr im paying for it today...im exchautsed.
Today did nothing besides go to school, talk with Tiffanie and picked up my sister.

Today went by uberly fast...thank goodness =D
My right foor hurts really bad from skating...ugh
Last night I realized I have so flippin much going on this summer...well like May-July. Its crazzyyyy. Im gonna be one busy mo-fo

I think im gonna go lay in bed and watch One Tree Hill :)

xoblondelicious @ 2006-01-23T15:59:00

2006-01-23T21:09:57Z

Errr finals went pretty okay, I know I got a A on my fiber arts...B on Chemistry & C in Health Occ, not sure about my other 2 classes. Thursday night Claudia came over which was very nice...we havent hung out in asfdjsjfhdsf ever so it was fun. i miss living on good ol' Manchester.=(

weekend was pretty good....Went with my dad for the weekend...he moved in with AL so thats where we stayed. They have like a cousino in there basement so we were playing with the slot machines. Was fun, i hit the jackpot like 15 times =P. lmao. Saturday Amy ended up coming over and it was still so wierd, being that she use to live there and all.

One Tree Hill was a kickass episode...but seriously when isnt it? Next epy this Wednesday...so excited, cant wait.

Once upon a time...boy liked girl, but girl liked another boy. That boy who liked the girl had just recently went through a heartbreak and came to the girl to talk. The girl of course talked being the sweetie she is and cheered the boy up. The boy took the wrong impression [[i think]] & thinks the girl likes him, when in all honestly girl doesnt...girl just think hes an amazing friend but doesnt know how to tell the boy that.

soooooo yeah.
Today was a new semester of school...
my classes are okay but pankow didnt change to 3-4 so now im pissed.
Still have C lunch & its wonderful cause seriously...everyone has that lunch =D

mmmm, i have a very messy room calling my name so I better go and clean it. rawr.

xoblondelicious @ 2006-01-18T12:57:00

2006-01-18T18:04:32Z

Finals are killing me :/

anywhoooo. My weekend was filled with fun. On Friday I went out to dinner with the family and my aunt & uncle. Then around 9ish went over to Tiffanies and we finished OC season 2 =P. Then we myspaced it and went to sleep. Saurday me & Tiffanie watched Lion King 1 1/2....laugh all you want bithces but it made us giggle. Then we went out to lunch and went job hunting. Then around 6ish went out to my aunt & uncles in Emment and all the adults went out to celebrate my aunts wedding so me & Erika styed at the house with the kids. Her friend Sean came over and we hung out with him. Didnt get to sleep unitl around 2:30. Sunday we woke up, got ready then went over to Steves brothers house about 15 minutes from Erikas and we went 4 wheelin over there. It was cold & muddy so me and Erika put these HUGE snowsuits on...LMAO...we looked hilarious but it was a blast. Dropped Erika off and got home around 6:00. Monday went with my dad for the day then studied for finals.

Last night me and Tiffanie worked out at the clubhouse and boy did it feeel good...i cant wait to be in shape and stuff...were gonna look hott for Spring Break ;). ahaha.

all week have been finals. poo. Tomorrow is Mystery & Chemistry..yuck. No school Friday...yippie.

I want all of you to know that i have the most kick ass amazing best friend in the world. I love you Manda Mae Schmitz =P.

im tired & have been a lazy bum since I got home. Gonna watch Red Eye in a minute....

She Said - Brie Larson

2006-01-13T23:38:41Z

kay so this week dragged on...thank goodness for the weekend. I thought it would never come. Luckyily so school Monday =P.

Went to Baker college on Wednesday for Orientation. It went good...i like it and filled out an application and everything so I start in the Fall..at the end of September...yippie. Manda & Me will be going to school together and my moms even gonna go there.....she might even be in some of my classes. Oh geez. Ill pretend like i dont know her...lmao.

Hmm so i havent talked to Nick all week to tell him how i really feel so its driving me crazyyyyyyy

So theres this guy Justin and i think i totally broke his heart...I feel terrible about it but idk...hes just not my type. Im a shallow picky girl when it comes to guys. :/. Plus i have my eye on someone.

Tonight going out to dinner with the family & Aunt Carol & Uncle Brian...they better get here soon cause im starving. Then later going to Tiffanies to watch the OC & im gonna stay the night...then tomorrow were going job hunting. I need one badly..gotta save up for Spring Break!!!!!!!!

Man oh man...its been raining off and on again today. Asdmgfsdkgh im so sick or rain and Michigans crappy weather. It hasnt been that cold but still....the rain needs to go.

Next week are finals...:/. blah.

i gotta pee :)

xoblondelicious @ 2006-01-08T20:35:00

2006-01-09T01:45:22Z

So last week I guess you can say was a good week. Back to school it was for me....rawr! But the first day back the power went off when I got back from Pankow so in 5th & 6th hour we did absolutely nothing!! =P.

Umm this weekend was funnnnnnnnnnnnn

Friday my dad came and picked us up and we went out to dinner. Then we went to Jim & lindas and boy oh boy it was alot of fun....it was a year since we seen them & Nick so i was really excited to see them. Me & Nick ended up going up to Premier[sp?] Lanes and I met a few of his friends and watched him play some pool. On the way out he slipped on a big patch of ice and almost fell...lmao it was funny. Then we just went back to his house and watched some tv & talked =P. So i have feelings for the kid...ya know......the like kind of feelings. I know he feels the same way but I do think were bnoth scared it just might ruin our friendship if we were to ever date since we;ve known each other since I was 3. Umm Saturday watched TV and stuff then went out to dinner at Applebees then shopping. Went back to the house and played "Caboo" lmao...its a really fun game. Cherly came over. Today came home around 1:00ish then went out driving with Tiffanie cause she has some BPOs to do for work so it gave me some driving destinations...& I ran two red lights on accident....SHHHHHHH. Came home around 5:30ish and went to Red Robin for dinner. Then went for a jog with my brother :).

School tomorrow...yuck. Next week finals...double yuck.

Guys are assholes except one ;).

Its crazy...i cant stop thinking of him. lmao.

In the csr today me & Tiffanie talked about Spring Break and we have everything planned out and Im soooo flippin excited...it needs to come faster!!! Hehe.

Well im outtie to watch One Tree Hill & then its bed time. :)

woot.woot.woot.

HAPPY NEW YRRRR

2006-01-01T18:37:32Z

Okay so my week has been pretty good...

Last night was hilarious. I stayed home & bb sat but Amy came over and we partyed. We drank smirnoff and did get drunk. We talked with this hott guy who lives across from me. We seen a guy run naked across the yard...it was pretty interesting. Me & Amy took TONS of hilarious pictures. Ummmmm. Tink was Amys girlfriend for the night...AHAHA.

I have major cramps and my head hurts...dont feel good.

DUN DUN DUN....WHEN NOSES ATTACK!! lmao..dont ask, between me & Amy

Ummm....dont really know what else to say.

Going to Tiffs later to have our OC marathon..woop woop, you wish you were us. Uhhhhhh....

Go back to school on Tuesday...grrrrrrrrrrr sifjsjf sdjkhfdf.

Im tired. me and amy didnt get to sleep until 4:00ish.

i miss nick. lol amy.

well im outtie...HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE [[best yr ever....graduation yr BABY!!!!]]

hmm where to starts

2005-12-27T05:21:46Z

Kay so last Friday me & Manda went to the Holladay Jam concert. It was fun till 10 minutes to the end..it got annoying & me and manda decided to leave a little early.

Umm Saturday my dad[Kevin] came over and we opened presents. He bought me One Tree Hill Season 1 & 2...WOOP WOOP and gave me 50 dollars and a gift card to Best Buy. Umm then i got ready and went to my grandma & grandpa Fullers for our huge family christmas get together. I got a cute yellow outfit from them. Amy got me the movie Sleepover a keychain that says: Im young & beautiful..thats all that matters! <-- so me or what. & a princess braclet.

Ummm Sunday woke up early to open up presents with my mom, brother & sister. My mom & "santa" got me The OC Season 2, a digi camera, DVD/VCR player, Laguna Beach season 1, clothes, picture frames, Britney Spears Curious perfume, jewelry, Luggage suitcase thing...its pink and cute..haha, portable CD player. Umm i cant think of everything right now....pretty brain dead. Then around 10:00 my dad picked us up and we went to his house to open presents. He got me Money, Gift cards, Makeup, Memory card for my digi, Mean Girls, Candy, & def. went brain dead again...cant think of everything.

Then my dads girlfriend Cheryl came over and she got me a tan soft purse from Bath & body with a bunch of Sweet Pea stuff in it. Ummm then we went over to her brothers house for there christmas party. So i seen Mike Booner again..."I will be your bus boy baby"..lmao if i told you about him..then u will all know what im talking about. Ummm so yeah I met 3 girls names Marissa, Ashley & Melody...they were pretty cool. Umm we left there around 12:00 and then I went to sleep.

Today just cleaned my room, watched Mean Girls..yay i love that movie & went to Tiffanies & watched the fist disc of my OC season 2.

& yeah so im sick again!! ugh

Umm so overall my Christmas was pretty good. Coulda been better if my parents were actually together because leaving at 10:00 in the morning on christmas day and seeing my moms sad face.....it broke my heart. She spent the day with Steve but still...i wish i coulda spent it with her also. Plus we went to Cheryl's brothers house which was just weird...too think i went with my dads girlfriend. Idkkk..i gotta get use to this whole divorce thing..its gonna take awhile but i dont like it a bit. I miss my dad since i only see him every other weekend and when its times to go home...I dont want to leave him but I want to see my mom. So yeah it shows right there that I want them together. But i guess this is for the best. But Christmas made me realize everything! *sighs*

Long entry so im outtie.

SoOoOoOoOoO......

2005-12-22T04:17:22Z

Me & Manda are geniuses....nuf said!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas break has been a-okay so far. Friday went to my grandma & grandpas for my grandpas birthday. It was fun. Me, Ashlee & Kenny sat in my aunts room all night and talked & took some pictures. I was trying to get a spoon to stick to my nose and it wouldnt so I like slapped it on my face...then...something hanging on my aunts wall fell and hit me in the back of my head. It flippin hurt and then the next day I woke up with a splitting headache. Beleive it or not...my head is still hurting!

Ummm Saturday with out to dinner with my other grandparents and opened some christmas presents. Got a cute purse and 125 dollars. Cant complain about that. Sunday baked christmas cookies with Tiffanie, Manda & my mom. Then Me & Manda went over to Angies & had a little fun...HAHA. Manda stayed the night then on Sunday we woke up to a suprise. Then we went shopping. Thennn i dyed my hair brown...so thats right bitches im no longer blonde...im a brunette! Ummm yesturday went to my dads and we went out to breakfast at the pantry..yummmm yummm. Then we went shopping and yeah. We looked at christmas lights.

Today came home & just sat around, cleaned my room. Then went to Tiffanies and we myspaced it for like ever then watched One Tree Hill & then Related. Man oh man were opsessed with OTH!!!! Gotta love us.

My neck hurts. Im tired. I cant get ahold of Manda & i need tooooooo!!!!

I started to ache when I started to think of you ♥

TRA-LALA-LALA-LA-LA-LA-LAAAA!!

2005-12-15T22:10:15Z

So today Cindy dropped me off at home after lunch...the roads were horrible adn ididnt wanna haveta worry about driving after school cause the roads were just gonna get 10x worse. So i chatted in my room with my mom for a bit & then I watched a Lifetime movie. So i missed 5th & 6th hour...which kinda sucks since I have a test in both classes tomorrow.

Hmmm...so i talked to Erik last night & the night before. I miss him. ALOT. LIKE WOAH. The other night tho he showed me that he still cares...he called me babes & said he would give me a hung if he was with me & that just made me smile from ear to ear. Then last night he was sorta flirting with me...I dont know if it meant anything tho...? He said he is still gonna take me snowboarding so he can teach me. Good let him...then it will show him what hes missing out on.

I love Christmas but with the holidays coming up Its making me take the divorce ALOT harder and I havent exactly been the happeist person. This Christmas is gonna be sooooooo different. My dads not gonna be with us on Christmas Eve when we go to my grandparents house on my moms side....i just hope he doesnt spend it alone. Then he wont be with us Christmas morning when we first wake up. It bothers me.

Is this entry depressing enough for you? Tomorrows my last night and then break...thank goodness. I need a break like woah. Me & my Maegan are gonna go and find a wild crazy party to go too and find ourselves some hott guys ;)...you know your jealous. LMAO.

Im outtie.

lets flip a coin for our future, heads - we stay together, tails - we flip again

aLL i WANT FOR CHRiSTMAS iS yOU <33

2005-12-13T23:46:34Z

yeah so I know im like a week late BUTTTT.....was last weeks episode of ONE TREE HILL the best or what!!!!!!!!! Nathan & Haley pretty much back together which is what Ive wanted for like ever. Lucas forgave Brooke and now their official! =P. Chris is gone....yippie! Umm Dan is mayor...thats bullsit. AND OHEMGEE...Deb tried to kill Dan...big shocker. HAHA.

Umm my weekend was pretty good...spent it with my daddy and well now hes in the hospital cause he got surgery on his hand :(. So today I went to school, stayed after for community service then went to the hospital to visit him.

So me & Manda thought of this plan & it totally rocks....except its not exactly working the way we wanted it to....but were getting there. Were so smart yet so bad =).

Hmmmm 3 more days and then its Christmas breaaakkkkk. CAN I GET A WOOP WOOP?!?!?!?

AMY WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT FOR CHRISTMAS? HAHA...tell me suga!

yeah im outtie

aLL i WANT FOR CHRiSTMAS iS YOUUUU

2005-12-05T21:02:16Z

What a borning tiring cold of school today....uggghh akfjhsdhfhsdf i hate the coldness snow brings!

Ummm...my weekend was pretty fun. Friday: I went to my friend Melanies for the night....we didnt do much other then sit on the computer and do her friend Stephanies hair. Mel has a cat and ididnt know so i was like dying...so while the curlers were sitting in Stephanies hair, Mel & I borrowed her car and went to Taco Bell & then to the party store to get me some medicine. Ummm went to bed prolly around 1:30ish i think.

Saturday: Tiffanie picked me up from Melanies and then I drove us to breakfast and then I drove alllllllll the way to Emmet to my aunt & uncles do i coukld get my sweater & hoodie from Erika. On the way there I took the express way and there was a cop behind me but it was seriously like a cop in diquise and it was right on my ass...so i decided to speed up a little...not actually knowing it was a cop & then it passed me and my heart jumped outta my chest. LMAO. I had no idea it was a cop and im lucky I didt get pulled over. Tiffanie was laughing at me. After that we went back to Tiffanies and watched "Duece Biggalo, European Jiggalo"...funny ass yet retarted movie. Ummm then i went home and then went to the movies to see HArry Potter 4.

Sunday: Did ab-so-lutely nothing other then sit around the house and just relax. Usually Sundays are my day to do that. I shoulda did homework but I didnt have much so I didnt even make an attempt to do it...then today I found out its not due unitl tomorrow...so it all worked out good =P.

2 more weeks and then flippin Christmas break...hip hip horraaaaayyyyyy!!!! Im excited. Im tired of school. Im tired of all the drama. Im tired of being sad. With the holidays coming im missing my dad more. Im tired of wanting Erik back. I just need a break from everything.

My mom is making me in a bad mood....uggghhh!!

Ummm i bought LAGUNA BEACH SEASON 1 yesturday...so i think im gonna watch it all tonight...gosh i fricken love that show <33

don't fall for the guy with the gorgeous eyes until you have learned what lies behind them

WOW....its been awhile...

2005-11-30T03:14:10Z

Since i last updated. Hmmm lets see

LAST WEEK
-Wednesday: Had no school so hung around home and packed..got ready & all that fun stuff. My dad picked us up and we picked Manda up, then we went shopping and hung out at my dads all night. Stayed the night there...
-Thursday: Got up early for the parade....went to the parade and froze our asses off. Won some concert tickets. Ummm around 10:00 when the parade started my sister was whiny n crying saying she was cold and wanted to leave....so we did so me & Manda didnt get to see Ryan Cabrera...so i was pissed but now Im over it. Umm dropped Manda off at home. Went back to my grandparents house....took a nap and watched American Pie then ate a yummy thanksgiving dinner. Dad dropped us off at home. Put some Christmas stuff up. umm my aunt, and 2 cousins Tommy & Ashlee came over and stayed the night.
-Friday: My mom and aunt got up at 4:00 in the morning to go shopping and didnt get back until round noonish so me & Ashlee bbsat. Then i did some homework while Ashlee went homt to shower n get more stuff. Then Ashlee came back and then my other 2 cousins Erika & Raymond came over....they stayed the night. The night was horrible...the boys didnt listen for crap. & poor Erika had some boy issues =/.
Saturday-: Went driving around like everywhereeeeee with Ang, Tiffanie & Amy. It was alot of fun tho...yeee hawwww. Then ummm went to the mall with my mom then back to Tiffanies for the cousin sleep over thingy. That night was just ughhh...i got a horrible headache. Then we stayed up until 4:00 in the morning playing with the OO-JA [as Tommy would say] board. LMAO.
-Sunday:Got up, got ready and then around 2:30 went the mall with the cousin gang for our portrait for our grandparents christmas gift. It was pretty fun actually..kinda annoying but you try and get 17 cousins in a picture. Ummm after that went home and did abso-lutely nothing but homework cause I was tired and didnt feel well.

Nowwwwww these last 2 days I've stayed home from school sick =/. ughhh. Ummmm I hate to say this but...i MiSS HiM

& the way you make her smile can out-do a million S.U.N.S.E.T.S <33</center

where is your boy tonight....

2005-11-20T23:18:39Z

Havent been up too much...went to school all last week of course.

Ummmmm Wednesday had a field trip to the DIA in Detroit and me & Manda met these 2 guys both named James from DSL...it was pretty interesting. Ummmm went to Mandas after school that day & just hung out...i really wished i lived right down the street from her again.

Friday: I went to Ashlee's dads for the night & we had a "Mandy & Ashlee" night...so of course it was fun, you all know your jealous. Lmao. Umm so yeah we just hung out and laughed, giggled about anything n everything and caused some trouble..haha.

Saturday: Me & Ashlee got ready for the day & i came home around 2:30 and then left around 4:00 and went to Mandas and helped set up the party...and then ppl came so we partyed. Umm it was fun...got some goofy pictures! Stayed the night over their...

Todayyyy: Woke up, mom came and got me and then we all went to lunch and then went shopping to get my brother a new coat. Came home and just sat around and ran to Tiffanies for a bit....ummmm now im sitting here. Erik messaged me....it shocked me, i mean i wanna talk to him but I dont. I miss him soooooo flippin much but talking to him isnt how it use to be...& i miss that. =( =( =(.

Only haveta go to school Monday & Tuesday then THANKSGIVING BREAKKK! Thank goodness! I cannot wait until Thanksgiving, my dads taking us to the parade & Mandas coming & RYAN CABRERA is gonna be there...im sooooo flippin excited.

But umm yeah thats about it...

i liked you so much and i dont know why. Sometimes i just wish i never met you, so i wouldnt have to say goodbye.

iF ONLY.....

2005-11-13T17:12:24Z

So we spent the weekend with my dad...it was fun and it was cool we got to spend the whole weekend with him.

Umm just got home not too long ago...so ive been unpacking all of mine and my sisters stuff.

Im heartbroken....seriously. Hes all ive been thinking of and as much as I want him back, Im going to try my hardest to give up on him because I keep hurting more and more as the days pass and I seriously do not know what to do anymore. I tried messaging his thru myspace & he never messaged me back which hurts...alot!, alls i said was I would rather talk to him as friends then not at all. I feel that its all my fault....if I wouldnt of broke up with him in the first place...then none of this woulda happened. Man oh man & ive been breaking down crying like everynight.

*sighs* life sucks, love hurts! & thats that.

Ummm one full week to go of school & then next week is Thanksgiving break..that god. I need a break from school & all the damn drama. Im pretty sure were going to the parade...my dad said he will take us & Mandas prolly coming along also =P Ummm....ive been looking for a job but no luck.

Cant wait until im 18...alot to look forward too =P

im off to unpack....

its too late to say the three words that m.e.a.n.t the most

cause i want it alllll...or nothing at all

2005-11-07T01:30:48Z

Friday: Went to school and had a horrible effin day due to mine & Eriks official breakup :/. Umm Friday night i babysat but Manda & Joe came by and hung out for a bit so they kept me company =P.

Saturday: Got ready walked over to Tiffs with her, picked up Ashlee, went to the tire place..cant think of the name of it, lmao, then went to visit Aunt Mel. Then we went to the movies to see Saw II, it was a really good movie...really twisted and the ending shocked the hell outta me. Then right when we got outta the movies, Tiffanies friend Packy called her and said he has 2 pistons tickets, so we ran home to Tiffs, picked up McDonalds and then dropped Ashlee off at her dads and went to the Pistons game. It was flippin AWESOME. I got a free shirt and towards the end me & Tiffanie sat FIRST FLIPPIN ROW RIGHT BEHIND THE PISTONS BENCH...couldnt get any better then that. Thennn we went back to Tiffanies & Angie had Erika & Ryamond for the night. Then some of Tiffanie & Angies friends came over and we all played drinking games & got wasted. I met this guy name Robert & we made out =P. I guess at 5:00 am i finally passed out on the couch but then i went downstairs into Angies room and i fell and knocked chips over so then Angie pulled out the futon that Erika was sleeping on so i could sleep on it also and i said "its too high to climb" aha..i dont remember any of that!! It makes me laugh.

Today: Tiffanie woke me up around 10:30 cause my dad was suppose to come pick us up so I walked home half asleep and still drunk..lmao and took a shower. Well plans changed so we didnt end up going with him. So i stayed home & took a long ass nap since i only got 5 hours of sleep. I have a horrible hangover...my stomach is messed up & i have a killer headache. Then i went back to Tiffanies for a bit and me, her & Angie talked and laughed about our drunkiness last night..ahaha.

Ummm tomorrow is my powderpuff game..im sosososo excited, its gonna be alot of fun!

But umm yeah thats it for nowwwwww

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2005-11-04T03:52:19Z

well...havent been up to much at all. Over the weekend Amy stayed the night, went to the Cider Mill and went to Tiffanies and watched House of Wax. That was my oh so lovely weekend.

Have had powderpuff practice...today was our last one and Monday is the game..im excited, you better go watch and cheer me on =P

So i told you how i broke up with Erik and how i totally regret it...well we talked the day after...everything seemed perfect again altho neither one of us said we were back to being "official" but we talked like we were and Erik even told Faith he wanted to get back with me....that was sunday night

well i just found out hes been hanging out with this chick Sarah since Monday...they even went trick or treating together *rolls eyes*..how cute. I've been crying and altho i know hes prolly not worth the tears I cant help it. Im blaming it on myself since i broke up with him in the first place....i dont even know why the hell i did but im kicking myself in the ass for it. So im a sad depressed little girl.................

=(

Confuseddd....

2005-10-27T21:09:11Z

Friday: Went out to dinner and my aunt almost died from chocking....seriously...NO JOKE it flippin freaked me out and I was about to cry...scariest thing Ive ever witnessed. Umm then I had to bb sit so Amy, Henri & Erik came over. We watched Joy Ride and then just hung out. Amy stayed the night

Saturday: Went out to breakfast with my dad, then went to visit my grandparents cause they ate leaving for Arizona next week, then went shopping for my brothers Halloween costume then went to my aunts and watched Fever Pitch, funny ass movie. Then later that night went to National Coney Island with Manda, Greg & Erik and then to Erik's house and his sister had some friends over and so did he....so we all just hung out.

Sunday: Did nothing because i was feeling a little lazy =P

Monday: Ummm went to school, then powderpuff practice, thennnn nothing cause i was exchautsed.

Tuesday: Went to school, then to powderpuff practice and I was flippin sore from head to toe, i felt like iwas beat up and still kinda feel that way. Umm then I went to a Haunted House with Tiffanie, Angie, Rhett & Chris and HOLY FLIPPIN SHIT IT WAS THE SCAIREST HAUNTED HOUSE EVERRRR!!!! I made a mistake and wore my hoodie with "Mandy" on the back and this monster was messing with me before we even entered the haunted house so he kept calling Mandy and then ALL through the house, maze, forest and 3D thingy...all the monsters were calling "MANDYYYY" and i was scared shitless. They kept messing with me and Angie and in the maze 2 of them trapped me and Angie in a corner and we could hear them breathing and we both started crying...LMAO.Go ahead laugh at us all you want but it was some freaky shit. Thennnn when we were totally done, the monsters STILL chased us out....it was crazyyy. So yeah that was my haunted house experience this year...at least Angie was just as scared as I was. Chris, Rhett & Tiffanie all said we made there night hilarious so thats a plus...=P lmao.

Wednesday: Didnt do much besides going to school looking like an ass cause i was so sore and walking fnny from powderpuff. Thennn I went to Faiths for a bit and then we went to Tiffanies for ONE TREE HILL. I broke up with Erik last night...well i didnt mean for us to break up totally but i guess he looked at it that way. Its just that its my senior year and I dont wanna be tied down and now that i had a boyfriend...i felt like i didnt want one anymore. He understood me completely and didnt even seem to care so it kinda makes me wonder and it kinda hurts....ya know? I dont know...i cried over it today cause i do miss him, but i had a feeling that would happen after i told him for i felt. Im confused and i dont know what to do. :/ :/ :/

IM GOING TO FLORIDA FOR SPRING BREAK BABYYYYYYYY!!!! w/ Angie, Tiffanie, maybe Amy and then some friends of mine WHOOP WHOOP

Powderpuff game November 7th ...you all better be there bitches =)

Its amazing how one minute I can be completely in love with you, but then the next I feel nothing

amazingggggg

2005-10-21T19:10:40Z

Kay so lets seeee....

Monday: Stayed home from school because I wasnt feeling good. End of story. Then Faith came over for Laguna Beach!! =p

Tuesday: Went to school...had a half day. Played some tennis with Faith and then bb sat for a bit but Faith stayed over and we were playing with my sisters hula-hoop....those are soooo much fun. Then shome annoying shit happened between some of the kids that live around us....my gosh middle schoolers are so flippin annoying. Thennnn Erik came over =P and us 3 hung out for a bit, Faith went home and Erik left around 11:00.

Wednesday: Ummmm....not exactly sure what i did...i forgot lmao

Thursday: School of course..blahh boring. Then ummm played some tennis with Hannah and did loads of homework..yuck.

Ummm i got my scrubs today for Health Occ...we start going to the hospital Monday....im soooooo excited!

Tonight I gotta bb sit and Eriks coming over & hopefully Amy & Henri. Then tomorrow going with my dad and tomorrow night hanging out with Erik, Manda & Greg. Sooo yeahhhh...

thats about it. Im outtie.

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Hmmm...

2005-10-17T22:45:25Z

Wednesday: Was a half day so I went over to Mandas and we watched Raising Helen..good movie btw. Then we made some yummy cookies and then took a walk to my old house...oh so depressing. Left around 7:30 then went to Tiffanies for One Tree Hill.

Thursday: Another half day so Manda came over. We went to Subway yummmmyyy. Then we messed around on the computer and just hung out. Then later that night Erik came over =P =P =P and we watched a movie.

Friday: Was another half day...woop woop. Umm I went over to Tiffanies and helped her fold some papers for work and then we went to the office, spent a little time there and then went to Rams Horn for dinner and we both got a yummy salade =P. Then i went home and showered n got ready because we were suppose to go to my aunt & uncles but Angie C's mom died =(, so my aunt went to the hospital so we didnt go over there. Maybe next time Ashlee. Umm so then I went back over to Tiffanies and then we went with Shaun & Ang to a few places and then back to there house and watched AmityVille Horror. I fell asleep and then went home around midnight.

Saturday: Went to my moms friends house about an hour away into the country for this big Halloween type party thingy. It was alottttt of fun. Manda came with me and we went 4 wheeling practially the whole day so im effin sore like no other. Then we went on this hay ride...and my mom let us drink, but we only drank a little Smirdoff. Umm so yeah then we all stayed the night there. It was soooooo much fun and im glad I brough along Manda...shes the greatest!

Sunday: Came home around 11:00 and then ate, showered n got ready. Went to Eriks around 2:30 and we watched a movie and well you know ;). Then we played a game of pool and I won..but i think he let me win. Then we went to dinner with his parents...that was interesting. Came back to his house and I got him to watch The Notebook and did some more kissing...lol ;). Goshhh that boy is amazing! Came home around 10:00 and yeaaa.

Tonight LAGUNA BEACH! Yippie.

now Amy remember...Friday night, its a plan!! =P

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hehehehehe

2005-10-12T01:50:37Z

My weekend was a flippin blast....

Friday: The pep rally was awesome. After school I went with Katie to the bank and then we went to Big Apple Bagle to grad a bite to eat...then we went to Danielles and met Megan there, then we all drove to St.Louis to get ready for the parade. Manda & Krystal rode with Britney in the parade, me & Megan rode with Danielle and then Katie rode with Emily. The whole parade was a flippin blast...i loved it, so much fun. Then I went to Mandas and me, her, Greg, Krystal & Missa went to the game until half time and then left and went to Coney Island and then went to Gregs house for a bit. Got home around 11:00. I was fricken pissed that Eno didnt win homecoming King...:(.

Saturday: Was uberly busy. Went to Kendras to get my hair done and it looked absolutely fabulous. Then mom did my nails and makeup and around 4:00 me & Erik went to Mandas and met the others there. Then we all went to Olive Garden for dinner and then back to my house for more pictures. Around 7:30 the limo arrived at my house and we all gathered in and headed to the dance. The dance was amazing...even tho the DJ kinda sucked...we danced litterly all night..never sat once and me & Erik are officially boyfriend & girlfriend now =P. Then around 10:50 we left the dance, piled back into the limo and dropped off Katie, Jon & kyle to there cars so they could go somewhere else. Then we went to CVS in the limo and me and Manda ran inside to get some pop and snacks and ppl were looking at us..hehe. Then we cruised gratiot and around midnight the limo dropped us off at my house. Erik, me, Greg, Manda, Holly & Justin stayed at my house and got drunk...everyone stayed the night. IT WAS A FLIPPIN BLAST...altho i got more drunk then what i wanted..i dont even remember some of my night. I guess me & Manda were doing the wave on my living room floor.

Sunday: Woke up from my mom calling me drunkie...lmao. Everyone stayed over until around noon-1:00..then they left and I cleaned and got ready. Went to my grandparents house where my aunt, uncle and 2 cousins were. So I chilled with Ashlee and took some pictures. Then we all went to dinner. Came home went to Angs to show her & Tiff pictures and to do Tiffs hair. Then went to Faiths & then went to Angies.

umm yesturday went to school and then went to Angies for LAGUNA BEACH!!!! =P

Today went to school and had to go and get a TB test done for Health Occ and I got a tetnis shot and man oh man does my arm kill!!

Hmmmm 3 half days this week...woop woop, this weeks gonna go by fast!

anywhoo...very long entry so i am done now!

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SMiLES

2005-10-03T22:59:13Z

lets seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday: Faith came over and we watched some TV...then we went to her house and cleaned...then around 10:00 Erik =P & Kurt came over and we watched Ladder 49 altho we talked the whole time..lmao....me and Erik cuddled on the couch and held hands and he kissedddddddd meeeeeeeeeee twice! =P. Then afterwards we listened to music and got into a little water fight...i got Faiths spit all in my hair so that was oh so nice....only not. Ummmm we sat and talked & ummm...watched some TV....they didnt leave until around 1:30 am. Then i just stayed the night over Faiths.

Saturday: Woke up around 11:30 and Faiths mom made us yummy pancakes then went home around 1:30 and showered n stuff...then went to my moms friends house about an hour away in the country and we all went 4 wheelin...it was funnnnnn but my back and arms hurt really bad. Then we went out to dinner and once we got home which was around 10:00 Erik came over and we watched Scream 3...lmao. Umm he left around 1:30 and i went to bed.

Sunday: Went with my dad to my grandmas for dinner and went to Faiths and talked to Erik on the phone...thats about it.

yeah so my weekend was amazing and I cant wait until Friday...the game & parade...yippie and then Saturday the dance. =P

gosh. i havent been this excited in like forever!!

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